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2007-10-13T12:46:00.000+08:00

my blog has moved to www.havetheworldatmyfeet.blogspot.com

2007-10-03T00:19:00.001+08:00

hey people i'm back.. to appreciate life!! ((: quoted from chee peiying. i find tht there r ppl tht trust u, n some u can trust. my friends doesnt trust me as much as she does for the rest, i think its ok. cuz people have the freedom of choice. ((: i have learnt something important from...... so my resolution is tht i will NEVER skip lessons anymore. i'm mugging for my art now, i nid it to be promoted... so tadas. volleyball trng resuming soon!! n tht definitely spur me ON!!! i cant wait to be promoted, lots of things to do after tht. or else my world will end >.<

2007-09-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

hey i watched ratatouille today, with my brother n sister!! (: its a goodCUTEinteresting show. watching this kinda show cheer ppl up!! hahas.

2007-09-12T17:03:00.000+08:00

promos is so near. hmm, happy birthday stefen!!!(: cant wait for promosto be over. so much activites going on after tht!! arghh! like BunMerSea's chalet. (tentative) cycling outings, prata eating, hahas.. 4CFsquare chalet, 8-9 oct secschool chalet. 07B1m.i chalet!!

2007-09-09T00:13:00.002+08:00

YO AH YO!! DRAGASAURAS HERE!!! YUEWEI IS NOT FLEE NOW. PLAYING O2JAM!! WUAHAHAHAHA EH...AH...EHH.. AND PRAWNISAURAS HAS NOTHING TO SAY. ERRRM..AND YUEWEI'S 02 JAM SUCKS MAN. EEYO. must cherish us before we might die in a car accident orh.. choy ah choy. touch wood touch plastic touch metal! eh.. and she ate alot of my mooncake nia... okay lah buh bye -prawn and DRAG! <3

2007-09-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

this was the furthest event.

look at calvin: hmph! hahas

clinquemates sleeping in GP lesson. lol

group studying wif clifton n friends. always ends wof camwhoring.

rubbish, jokes. (westmall, bk)

takee2.

its today. FOX.

BLEAHS!(mouth)

heyy2.

hahas, story end.

2007-09-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

yeyys, i hope to say byebye to my 2yrs esprit blueblue jacket.

thnks for ur two yrs service, ur colour fadded like shit :] i love u!

n people suan me for not growing for 2yrs, which is good?

so sunday or soon!! my redshade JUMPER which i have been looking for u for SOOOOooo long!!

jumperJUMPERjumper!!! redREDred!!!

esprit a great brand..!!! 2YEARS hor, nothing lasted so long! wahahahs!!!

sorry i'm just too CONTENTED!

2007-09-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

i was being tagged AGAIN!

list 5 wishes u would wish for ur birthday!! hahas.

#1 everyone including myself to be healthy!

#2 have the power to study hard n excel in promos! i want to be a INTERIOR DESIGNER!

#3 learn an instrument: gu zheng

#4 learn to cook, i use to dream abt becoming a CHEF!!!

#5 lastly, i wanna be RICH!!!

n n n i tagged:

.kaili

.weibei

.gerlaine

.apple

.conan

hahahs, i watched 'no reservation'.

i felt tht it is a great show.

2007-08-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

random, today i went to do flag day.

YMCA! like after soooOOOoo long.

CIP, so unfamiliar.

its was fun today, with clifton.. A.D.S.S

next time must do again after promos!

great satisfaction.

met some SCs, suppose to ask calvin to donate $$ but..

they were slow like wad la.. i return the tin then he says meet him there =.=

on my way home, so went to look for them.

stone there for an hour, then trained home wif calvin while the rest went to shengxiong.

he so kelian still got tuition.. hahas.

n then home n baibai.... >.<

out again to celebrate ANNABELLE'S birthday!!

SHORT BUT SWEET i will say, i promise a well planned outing n xmas k belle, love ya!!!

camwhoring shots to be UPLOADED soon! :]

2007-08-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

i was being tagged! :/

ten weird things?

1. i always think tht i'm PRETTY. confident.

2. my first love should be someone whom is caring, loving, helpful, cheerful, optimistic, all good

pts.

3. i love volleyball to the max!

4. i would like to join chinese cultural club!

5. i love CHINA!

6. was once i was crazy abt dae chang jin i watch it over like 3-4 times. XD

7. i wanna join studentcouncil becuz of tht attractive red tie!!

8. i love myself!!!! if u dun like me, i dun mind!

9. i dun enjoy eating chocolate n ice-cream.

10. look at my SIZE, i'm only 63kg!!! hahas

taged:

gerlaine

kaili

weibei

apple

2007-08-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

when girls get together wif a CAMERA.

all from gerlaine!

CCA photo taking day!

2007-08-15T21:07:00.000+08:00

recalling the day i sprain my ankle, day flies.

i was literally crippling home tht day, over that overhead bridge.

i think tht was the SLOWEST i climb an overhead bridge.

now i FLY! joking.

things r getting fine, promos r really near! i nid to study!

i finally pass a POA test, 14/20, so happy, all thnks to fion. i cant forget abt this la.

hmm, vb is gonna have an outing!

waiting for it like so long, 'team bonding'??

hahas.

ppl ask me y i went to join sc internship:

i said it was becuz of the RED TIE, it really looks attractive,

THEY DON'T BELIEVE ME! >.<

OMG, tml art again, so boring. i want more vb trng? hehehe!!

oh ya, we had a new coach(temp), sean coach pangseh us n earn $$$!!!

2007-08-11T18:48:00.000+08:00

let everything take it's nature course?

hmph, i thought somethings r ought for ownself to ACHIEVE.

like.........

i'm confuse nowadays, the best is to make statements n thoughts clear! :]

wad about having a studying session?

i watched SECRET today, really nice show.

v imaginative. jaychou is indeed a talented one.

2007-08-10T20:07:00.000+08:00

slackSLACKslack, just went out for lunch. at vivo, then home again. i wanna watch sercet. i miss school millennia....!!! i want to return to school.. i'm so bored at home! looking forward to coming wednesday volleyball trng...!!! yeyys! new coach? huh?!

2007-08-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

well done, i sprained my ankle twice on TUESDAY.

one in court(lightly), another outside court(HEAVILY)..

wadever.

hais. disappointed with myself.

WEAK ANKLE!

can't even accomplish such a simple task.

calvin was like abit of drama.(thnks too)

thnks rachael n friends.

dine with 8ppl in total at pastamania.

MINGSHAN was the joke of the day.

gobbling up BENTOboxes n CHICKENCHOP!!

HAHAS. returning them in actual state =.=

fun day indeed..

had a great celebration at M.I today!!!

hey its SINGAPORE'S NATIONAL DAY(tml)!!

see friends marchingMARCHINGmarching!

GRANDMUM'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION TOO! steamboat.

2007-08-05T10:43:00.000+08:00

ytd was like a WOW day.

went out to study, real studying with LKL n CWB.

suppose to meet 1430 at chinasquare 'spinellia'.

but all were like late.

i accompanied WB to bras parsah there for printing first.

shops there were like fun.

finally settled down at chinasquare ard 1630 with LKL.

sorry no photos cuz we aren't cam-whoring creatures, ooops.

-concentrating on study-

erm, stomach of WB started grumbling. LOL

she went to grab something. some paste?

2030, went to toilet, heard someone like in PAIN?

then was like so scary, wanted to even go into the same toilet as LKL.

but then later a auntie walked out, we were LMAOing. so RUDE!!

erm, went MAXWELL to eat.

someone unexpected called, LKL thinks it might be a PRANKcall.

anyway, kept apologising... -.=

u r indeedly a nice person.. i enjoy ur presence! love ya

we have got nothing to do, didn't wanna go home too.

so we walked(stumbled) our way to chinatown(changjiang cinema). hahas.

we took quick snap of its entrance n RUN!!

dotsdots, if u live at this area u will noe what i'm talking abt.

**-homesweethome-**

2007-08-04T09:35:00.000+08:00

i seriously finally learnt tht not everyone could be trusted.

n to be believed in.

someday u feel tht u r treated wholeheartedly like a true friend.

but when days come by u will c the opposite side.

erm, may i ask something.

if everyone feels tht i'm so useless in the ____,

what for keeping me there. i dun mind of a change.

days passes v fast, PROMOS is ard.

i nid to work hard. i see some light in POA. thnks fion.

so now i'm awake after

ytd's long hours of trng under tht blazing(global warming effect) hot weather(sun).

i shall go into my book world. sink my head in.

i nid 2H2 passes n 2H1 passes.

now i only have 1H2 n 3H1.. help me!!!

I WANT TO GO ESCAPE!! felt so childish.

2007-07-29T12:29:00.000+08:00

days flies.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIPING!!!

erm, hope she was happy ytd. the celebration.

ken's birthday was just over too.

pastamania, n ur slippers.

sorry pass u the rest of ur present asap. LOL

n i seriously GAVE UP.

in M.I, promos coming my way in 8weeks time.

i WILL study hard.. thanks.

i met someone v nice in M.I this wednesday, hahas.

i really wanted to play interhouse netball.

those days back in RVPS, being the WD. i miss it so much.

but afterall i only played like one game against zircon.

we lost 3-1.

then i felt so Xtra being there so left.

VB trng was fun that day.

my friend went to took part in interhouse rugby, too bad didnt c him fall.

hahas.

having to be an architectural n interior design in future in mind.

i get to noe tht learning PHYSICS is important.

i hope to change subject combi, but i'm not too sure if can.

i felt so EMPTY inside me now.

so sad. don't noe y too.

anyway, i will mugg n be hard core till promos.

so dun bother to call me to PLAY so much.

i really have the heart to do well, so action must be taken.

michelle, fion, delvina, soktheng, qiaoying are all really good friends!!! :]

i miss kaili n weibei too!!!

upload photos soon when friends update them soon.

2007-07-14T00:23:00.000+08:00

I HATE LIES. but i lied today. sorry getting back results recently. it was like atrocious. i cant believe tht i was the one entering M.I with L1R4 13, n appealing to get IN! wth. happy advance birthday bridgette. sentosa tml 0730. SIAO

2007-07-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

pooh.piglet.tigger. LKL.CWB.FYW

smokeSMOKEsmoke! LKL, zi lian photo while eating.. prawn, say bye to satay club.

2007-07-07T03:47:00.001+08:00

today is 'live earth' concert day. 070707

ytd was like a HARMFUL/UNHEALTHY day.

cuz of satays and pratas!

woke up late ytd, then rot till 2.

wanted to start doing maths, clift called.

hello, i'm VERY free today.

get out now n get stuff for tan's bd.

wow, n i was latest, as usual.

so went to shop for things around orchard road.

we ate first. wasted the following 3hrs.

took neoprints. tan is missing!

so went to fetch brother.

settle him at home. then out again.

n u noe wad, WTF.

i waited for 195 for like 90mins. good right.

met up with the rest.

satay club, ken's house, prata stall.

everything ends at 0315.

cabbed home.

yeyys. smelled like some stinky shit when i touch down at my house. =.=

those satay smoke n stuffy prata smell penetrates thru my clothes!

post photos when bei i online. smile

2007-07-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

erm, i think me n 'him' impossible.

i should noe it like LONGLONG time ago.

but now, then i realise.

so i have decided to treat him as my BUDDY :]smile

i believe tht i will MISS those days, playing volleyball.

BIGexams coming up for my buddy... so.

dun think will meet up often after this july.

SOBS. never mind, with BunnyMerlionSeashell ard together, i will be very very contented already.

so bms days r still the BEST!

M.I exams r just over today, art. 3hrs theory, SIAO!

i hope i will make it for mid yr.

yo, tml bmvb!!! wake up then go to school le.

2007-07-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

yeyys!! P.O.A tml.

clapps, learnt nothing so far.

i'm not afraid of anything, i'm only sad cuz i'm scared tht i will disppoint mr tan.

erm, after tml, is something like FREE!!

wowowowwww!! friday bukit merah volleyball training!!!

yuting's n ms tan's coming VERY SOON!!!

2007-07-01T17:43:00.000+08:00

a long day for ytd.. but a FUN day. lalalala, lao sai-sensitive word. national stadium: 1630-2000 31bucks! then BK dinner. arcaded. homed. P.O.A tuesday, DIE! :]

2007-06-25T20:25:00.000+08:00

that's us! :]

kaili-1

kaili-2

millenia institute friends!

2007-06-24T22:41:00.000+08:00

remarkable outings.

i went to s'pore art museum with weibei.

it wasn't a wasted trip.

we had coffeebean break.

then went to meet friends at safra.

it all happened on saturday.

today is sunday, went for nebo beach vb fiesta.

hahas..

then met up wif kaili n wb.

kaili went to cut her hair, SHORT.

like nana's.

went shopping at bugis, dinner there too.

pastamania. FA

erm, took neoprints. lol

tml got MOB mid year. all the best to myself.

i didnt even read one sentence of the notes so far.

I WANT TO TRANSFER TO TEMASK POLY!!!

ARCHITECTURE N INTERIOR DESIGN, HERE I COME!

n thnks for tching me how to load photos with adaptor, gc

2007-06-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

so random... hahas!

this is the only picture taken in the whole of the bbq party, by gavin! lets talk abt the whole BIG THING!!

arrived the earliest at vivo.

i thought i would be late..

we tramed there.

then it went on n on.

so lets fast forward to the SQUEEZYsits to seletar camp.

lol, the most fortunate one is definitely ppl with a combination of longest legs n widest shoulders, u should noe who would it be..

like tht like tht then reached there in 30mins.

fun beings HERE!

bbq party started rolling, with savage garden songs..

n with all the burned n unedible food, we had our 'first time'.

its really a pity tht ms tan didn't turned up.

it would had been much more laughterS with her ard.

then it lasted till 10+pm.

luckily clifton didn't went for the 2nd,3rd and subsquent rounds, LOL

anyway his lorry didn't arrive neither today.

cold, blanket!

THEN pokercard time, ghost talking time..

we haven't even started, we all are already so EXCITED! lol

drinking mixture of pineapple juice, sprite ice, plain water, tiger beer, carsberg, n 6%alcoholic drink tossed ard in my lungs makingme so uncomfortable the whole night.

we watched HORRORRRRR movie before bedtime,

eg; scream123[none], amityville.. , ginger snap, hide n seek...

wowww!!

i slept like in between elgene n gavin..

it is not like..

gavin doesn't move n elgene doesn't too, so if i just make a small movement its like earthquake!

we supposely to wake up at 0515 to watch 'sunset'......

we didn't in the end.

we woke up at like 7+ the rest 9+

belle's dad brought us prata, prataman..

ooops. P.I ok..

it ended with animal planet viewing.. viewing koala bear..

clifton, shhhh..

dun tell gavin..!!! hahas!! LCS.

this pic is nice! :]

2007-06-14T16:12:00.000+08:00

chinese new year!!

my sister n my ajc cousin!

familychalet at sentosa resort!

the place is COOL!!

to the gate, M.I vb trng! 2007jun13

group studying wif them! 2007jun11

clifton wong!

pulau ubin outing wif family! 2007jun10

clifton's birthday poster,

i draw one hor!!!

s'pore zoological zoo!! 2007jun09

my brother looks so happy, cuz he cant play water often..

vesak day, look at those buddha, wow-gold!

a day out for ken toe nail bleeding celebration!

cheeweibei's birthday! 2007may25

same day, at nald hse! so close..

omg, hector!

doing mother days' card!, 2007may15 this mine! mother day's celebration! at xiao xuan feng.

my contribution to the school, 2007may01

bei n LKL at kaili's hse! 2007may06

someday at MFsafra playing pool!

after our first and last victory[YJ], 2007may20

day out with bm friends in town!, 2007may13

days that i came to noe my M.I friends!, 2007apr05 thts soktheng, delvina, me, fion, qiaoying and michelle! my M.I vb coach! random pic in school, 2007apr05 at my house in my room, 2007apr04

a dinner wif ex-tuition friends! 2007apr02

2007-06-05T11:50:00.000+08:00

group studying is a kinda good thing.

quarrelling for the first 2hrs n a total silent for the next 3hrs.

hahas.

all thanks to all of us.

at least i did something, like 1chpt of maths.

library notices teaches us 'not to sleep in the library'.

ZzzZZZzzzz...

after tht i went to SP to look for LKL, n we noe tht even if we call WB along she wun't come too.

so i saw BS, n i did my homework wif him n his friend.

BS is a GREAT friend!! he is just my friend.

[OFD]one fine day, a show with a very LOUSY ending, i think.

2007-06-03T16:34:00.000+08:00

although i'm indeedly contented with the friends n things i have now.

but the only problem i have now is.... i shouldnt say.

i had been grumbling about this matter.

why?why?why?

if its without this matter, i would do everything for the sake of living my life to the fullest.

fullest? do i really get the definition of it?

i would firstly go poly,

have the life that i really want..!!

lastly, i would go to anyway that i want, do everything that i would wanna do.

end of the post

2007-05-31T19:41:00.000+08:00

SELcamp:

bitching- if she is possible to get herself a seat in SAC, this school is totally useless!!

she has no personal values... bias, all neg- values she has it all!!

so i dun think she can keep her place UP THERE long.

tcher might side her, but i believe that fact n time can prove everything.

i thought it was so nice of her letting up her place, but in the end i noe why.

she is a damn bloody ass!!

i personally felt that it was the finale, campfire, that brought all of the PRE U-1 together.

and includingly, my class.

the boys came together too.

the majority of the chinese n majority of the malays came along well too when i thought they wouldn't.. in the begining i thought the malays would not like me to be their facilic but after all its okay..

seeing the tchers (mr chua, mr lim, mr ram) getting 'jeered' at.. hahas!!

its really a fruitful x-perience for me.

i'm not too sure if i got the chance by luck or what..

i must prove myself that i'm able to do things that others can do..

I'M A LEADER!! A FURTURE LEADER!!

thousand thanks to azwan n yvonne for tching me so much!!! i will miss u ppl.

-self reflection-

i have learnt not to be selfish

i have learnt that its not EASY to work together with malays

i have learnt that we have an equal amt of chinese(50%) n other races(50%) in M.I

i have learnt too much n too much to let it be written here...

anyway thnks for all the tchers whom organise this camp!!! thnks!!

2007-05-29T20:46:00.000+08:00

something happened. perhaps i was petty then at viewing things.. i should change my perspect of looking at things. i hope things will turn out FINE tomorrow. SEL camp is kinda not too fun, but ok for an NON-RESIDENTIAL camp.

tchers n facilis r GREAT!!!

looking forward to friday's vb trng??

camp is gona end tomorrow at 9pm!! yehhhs

2007-05-27T15:27:00.000+08:00

rotting is not something i like to do.

supposely, to attend something at the arts house.

but it has no enough info, so...

i tried my best to keep myself as busy as possible..

so i can live my life to the FULLEST, wakakas!!

rainbow appeared in my DREAM, i think.

i wish to play a match with BM's sec3n4s..

clifton wong, i'm looking for u tagg on my board.

2007-05-26T15:28:00.000+08:00

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wanted to post by kaili

- b un n i` I ♥ you says: i admit tat i like him!! - b un n i` I ♥ you says: DARYL~~kiss,kiss - b un n i` I ♥ you says: WAHAHAH!

2007-05-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

happy birthday WEIBEI.

i hope u enjoyed ur day ytd, although the stuff we did wasn't too fun..

but i believe u love those cuddles from chiapoh, hahas!!

anyway we had a great late meetout..

from 6-7-8.. all thanks to LKL

hmmm, we had our dinner, strawberry kisses was soOoo nice.

we gave WB a 'surprise'.

after the cake ceremony was over, we thought of where to go..

then we landed ourselves at nald hse..

cp, wilson, gerald, jordan were there.

me, yt, wb, LKL, boon joined.

kenken left for home.

we did lame stuff that u will never imagine..

dots..

the boys were so HORNY?

it was a fun day indeed.

it had been long ever i since some of my boys :]

yeyyss!! its holidays.

i no longer have to crawl up at 0630 to get to that school so damn far away from my house..

hahas.

M.I's holidays!! yes, i will not miss the school.

i have been waiting for june for LONGGGGG!!!

2007-05-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

hmm, i shall say that life is to be CHERISH.. seriously i was reluctant to go for the funeral which i was asked to.. that was someone close to me, but i truly didnt noe. lastly i went down. cried. today is M.I's sports day. i didn't attend. yo, hope u guys have fun :]

2007-05-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

i LOVE bm volleyball team. although there is always some little conflicts here n there, but i do cherish everyone's presence. even those freshman. there is something that there has and elsewhere doesn't have. i'm not too sure about what it is, perhaps it might be the environment. too FAR from home. indeed i REGRETTED joining this BIG family.. i miss bm's system., the system here sucks!~ i dun see wad really matters if u r late. n its only for 4times. scoring As isnt a problem even if i'm late.. ridiculous. i enjoyed FRIDAY. a wasteful weekend!! currently thinking whether to transfer, but it might be IMPOSSIBLE.

2007-04-25T20:21:00.000+08:00

heyhey, i prefer this :]

i felt stress out here.

i don't like going to school.

M.I system, sucks?

anyway, i love days back at BM.

i was hardly late.

n my attendance is like WOW..

almost full. hahas..

erm, summation notation is a bit of like ~ HARD?

I LOVE MATHS!

would it be good/ideal if i had stayed back at sec3?

a better future?

but i see no point.

we will be fighting against VJC tomorrow.

we will JIAYOU! that's OFCOURSE.

admiring someone is a kind of cute thing to do :]

i dun really feel VERY comfortable with my team, but i just how that something will miracly

happen n i will SOMEHOW be bonded with them.

i'm ma EMokid?

i have high GOALS:

top my class in H2maths

prove that we can do it for vb

attain both Cs for MOB n POA

i think i indeed outstand my clinque, just becuz i'm of a different size!

i want kaili n weibei!!!!!!!!!

omg, i'm going crazy.

er,,,, something doesnt seems really right now, cuz its like a bit too close in a sudden.

i think i love you.

2007-02-09T09:02:00.001+08:00

TO MY 2BEST FREINDS:

i hope that we will stay together for this life, without u all i might not be so happy like now!!~

we r suppose go thru lots, right??

not all the things can be put into words :]

TO ALL MY DEAREST FRIENDS OUT THERE:

keep in contact, have trust in our friendship..

we r the best batch ever in bmss, 2006'

pure friendship!! well done, i love u guys!!

if we didn't do well, then we shall go back to bm again :]

TO THE TCHERS THAT CARED:

thnks for the love n care u gave to us!

under ur wings, we grew n we matured..

u moulded us into a better person.

TO MY M.I PLAYGROUND GANG:

i'm happy the days in school,

with u all ard, i never felt bored.

people like yolanda, alicia, valerie, christine, clairmond, baoyu, lionel, xiao wei, zul, jing yi!!

M.I life will be worse w/o ur presence..

hope u all enjoyed ytd gathering, i'm sorry i didn't went.

I NOE IT WAS BE FUN.

TO MY VOLLEYBALL MATES:

surviving till now might be a problem if u all weren't here.

u all lighted my life up cuz i love vb..

thnks for all the encouragement u all gave!!

I LOVE YOU ALL!!

2007-01-23T10:55:00.000+08:00

i just went for a close-neighbour's wedding lunch at

Copthorne King's Hotel Singapore, riverfront.

REMEMBER??? she looks like an angel.

she is my jiejie too!!

2007-01-23T10:19:00.000+08:00

SERIOUS POST**
YUEWEI LOVES 'BOY' WHO R:
TALLER THAN 1.7M
HEAVIER THAN 65KG
HAVING OWN SUCKY ATTITUDE
AT EAST PRESENTABLE PERSONALITIES
HAVE VB SKILLS [MUST HAVE!!]
SHOULDERS BROADER THAN MINE :]
DOTES ON ME
VERSATILE?
ADVENTUROUS!
ANYWAY I'M DREAMING, I KNOW
DUN WAKE ME UP, WAKAKAS!!

2007-01-19T22:19:00.001+08:00

M.I's volleyball training is really 'cool'!!

OUTdoor, sounds abit extract but its tough.

that's why i look like a apple when i met LP.. lol

anyway they recevie really well, i feel guilty standing there.

there will be setback in life,

mine didn't arrive until now.

i had a smooth sailing life, i admit.

and met a handful of my life most important friends this year.. i think

boys in my class dotes on us,

how am i suppose to be independent and leave?

settled down in such good environment,

yet have to move again..

ohmygoodness, how would it be better if i'm able to meet them early..

in order not to have regrets!

2007-01-18T10:34:00.000+08:00

how i really wished that someone throw me hard to the ground..

that will wake me up.

i want to forget about all the past, and no one should rake it up.

include ytd and days before

i really want to forget about all this,

i dun really want to noe about all this.

but i have no choice.

i thought i was able to shut my ears up.

erase my memory away, ANYONE?

JUST DO IT!!

2006-12-26T20:24:00.000+08:00

pratically, i'm working at pandan cres as admin girl.

a little unbelieveable. but.

i'm quitting to return to school end of this dec.

I love the people there!! they are all so KIND!

2006-12-14T23:23:00.000+08:00

i knew when i left the school.

i will never return.

how i wish i was back to sec1 :]

i will be happy then.

VERY!

ever since after the camp, i have nvr went back for training.

so upset.

when then will i be able to return for trng.

i knew that we wun have any ending.

yes, sad.

but speechless.

i have went all out!

truthfully.

but at least u reckon.

thanks.

2006-12-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

today, after so long working at teckwah.

i finally went to the toilet on my own.

cuz of tht wj lar, told me wad.. dots.

currently working from

0730-1700, excluding OT.

which is usually till 2100

2006-12-10T01:01:00.001+08:00

i just went for a close-neighbour's wedding lunch at

Copthorne King's Hotel Singapore, riverfront.

2006-12-07T20:34:00.001+08:00

i finally quit the siamKITCHEN job.

its really like...

never mind.

now i'm working at wenjing there.

mapletree, pandan loop?

all logistic stuff.

i do admin, like office girl.

hahas :]

i msged and recevied the answer alr.

i'm HAPPY

quoted:

i don't like the feeling of yet so close but yet so far.

remember those days that we are really close,

although it was far back..

gossiping, uttering nonsense...

all those happy time?

where did they went?

i dun wan to make false assumption.

or else we will definitely feel awkward.

i won't CRY!

this is what ranald they gave to me :]

so lovely right?

u c the gap there..

next time u see the next photo, u wun c the gap there!!

i promise :D

to gavin: friends forever!!

thnks for being my friend!! :]

i love you!!

i let it GO

2006-12-06T02:39:00.000+08:00

today is the second day of working at siamKITCHEN.

i was late, i cabbed there.

$6++ waste my money.

my slot is like 11-3, 6-10.

for today.

long right, i also dun noe y.

i dun really like working there, cuz i think its too tough.

really.

i only like the food there.

we will get to eat it everyday.

no matter wad shift.

it's really nice :]

now i'm home.

i nearly tears off on my way home.

i dislike night.

tml gg yuki yaki with my friends.

trng in the morning.

i think i nid the slp.

nights.

2006-12-06T00:35:00.000+08:00

04DEC2006 today is my bd!!

i washed dishes for mum at 0130.

cuz i nid to do so.

then back to phone to chat with annabelle till 0430.

supposely to get to her house by 0700.

but due to oversleep, sorry guys

i reached at 1030..

thru out the whole night msges kept pouring in.

happybirthday greetings, THANKS!!

this is the one n only yr i got so much greetings from all my friends.

we went to belle's house to eat my birthdae cake, they all baked it!!

TRUTHFULLY, I'M SO TOUCHED!! T T

first time in my entire life, people bother to bake cake for me.

and some more is all by my CCA-mates.

like clifton, gavin, yuting, liping, annabelle.

we took lots of pic, hahas.

then off we went to vivo.

ate BK, soak feet, played photo hunt too.

bell rang off, it's time for work :]

first day of work, at siamKITCHEN (suntec)

as waitress.

at least their uniform is better than yoshinoya ones.

lol.

i reached there like 0430.

then i stand till 1030++..

what the, my poor feets.

and the closing was like shit lar.

totally different from yoshi.

and the tray weight like tons.

knock off and went to look for my classmates.

suppose to meet at ranald house there.

and WB and LKL might not be coming.

tht's what they told me before hand.

jackson came to pick me up at tiong MRT station.

so GLAD to c him.

i throw the bag tht i'm holding to him.

lol, so TIRED.

we went to eat at mac.

i thought the celebration wun be fun.

but i was totally wrong!!

instead lots of people r there!!

people like those whom i'm not very close to.

and i was totally shocked when i saw WB there.

she actually slipped out of her house just to celebrate for MEE!!

when i reached, i saw balloons of gold n silver all tied ard tht playgrd.

then people coming up to me to say this is what we have prepared for u.

i did realise I WAS SO IMPT!! lol

WB pass to me a helium-filled balloon, with pooh tigger n piglet on it.

which represents us all!!

this is what i wanted long ago :]

i love it!!

then i say a cake, mango cake.

with candles!!

16!

finally nc16, hahas.

so touched, nearly cried.

u noe who are there.

u wun believe.

sihao, wilson t, kenrick, ranald, gerald, jackson, chayann, hengyi, eileen, kaili, weibei..

c, i'm so touched.

they sang me bd song.

i felt so blessed at tht moment, instead, actually thru the whole night.

i have friends like tht, so good.

wad else do i have to complain abt alr?

they came to give me presents, one by one.

there is firstly tht balloon,

a bouquet of 9 pink roses came next.

a mirror(self-painted),

a perlin silver necklance,

nike 250ml bottle, with lollipops filled in it,

then the beach volleyball,

a mickey mouse balloon too!!

OMG!! i love them all.

wilson wanted to give me a p* magazine as bd present, thnks ar.

i'm really shocked, n thankful for what all of u all had done for me.

to allow me to have such a memorable sweet16 bd.

all i can say is tht this is the best bd i ever had!! thnks.

although we might not be able to meet together,

but we shall stay in each other hearts till earth die..

2006-12-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

i went for job hunting ard 3plus ytd.

at suntec.

on HEELS.

went into lots of shops, due to the help of jolin.

perlin silver, FOND, world of sports, OP, BUM equp, G2000, giordano, echo, starbucks,

coffeebean, SIAMkitchen.. etc

wrote down name, age and contact no..

getting ready for them to call me either today or tml.

wao kao.

tht heels was a PAIN for my legs.

we intend to cab, and said:

spend ur $$, save ur legs.. :]

wakakas!!

we went to vivo for dinner and homed.

this morning i had my close one sending wedding cake to my home.

wow!! it taste wonderful!!

2006-12-02T03:41:00.001+08:00

i just went out for dinner with ranald and gerald.

all the ald...dots

then i shall call donald. lols!

joking.

then went to watch movie.

didn't wan to watch any as it didn't have any horrE ones~

then they asked if battle of the wits will do.

i didn't agreed.

but still joined them.

the show was like 2310 at plaza singapura.

lol

we trained there.

we met the rest: kaili, eileen, kenrick, hector wilson, leyou, clement, dengke, sihao + me, ranald and gerlad lorr.

lol

so many.

the show was like 132mins.

isn't it cool.

like movie marathaton?!

NICE, FANATASTIC!! that's all i can say.

with all bombastic chinese words which some i somehow dun understand.

lol

i highly recommend tht you guys should watch, if u love war scenes.

'mo gong', battle of the wits.

the price i paid was worth it $9.50.

i still drank jolly shandy there, lol.

home sweet home, i gg to sleep ler..

2006-12-02T03:32:00.000+08:00

jolin's cum Ck's chalet!!

directly after volleyball camp, i bused home on 14.

i unpack all 'dirty' clothes and packed the new ones in.

then, 'poof' i went to mrt statiom to wait for them.

I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS.

i actually fall asleep while waiting for their call, and i was on the waiting platform's bench.

so LOL.

like so despo for sleep like tht.

OMG. and my phone was in my phone.

it can be gone lorr.

when i woke up after 10mins.

my hand was loose, but phone was still there.

heng. i went to switch off my phone, i dun even noe.

i miss their train.

nvm, i took the next one :]

met them and -CHECK IN-

terrace2, BANYAN TREE.

i was here once.

same unit for my family chalet last year.

ALOHA LOYANG, a civil service resort.

tht's wad it was written outside.

day1.

cardsCARDScards. nothing else.

BBQ in the night.

in order to ease the guilt i had for the vb camp.

NOT HELPING OUT IN THE BBQ.

so i decided to cook and SERVE ppl today.

anyway i just love to cook for ppl to eat :]

ease guilt is just an EXCUSE. hahas

i ate only at a rather late time.

then they continued with cards.

taiti, blackjack, UNO, all games are played.

i didn't join, i took a bathe and sleep.

at ard 1230.

they all kept disturbing me for like 1675324times and say it was too early to sleep.

CRUEL PPL!! hahas.

i haven't been sleeping well for like the past 4days.

i slept 8hrs for 2days lorr.

what the..

next morning, woke up and they said:

WOW, YOU FINALLY WOKE UP FROM YOUR BEAUTY SLEEP.. lol

sarcastic.

nvm, i was hungry.

fyi, i woke up like 12plus-noon.

boon had all the leftover uncooked food cooked on the grills. [bbq]

ate like hungry ghost.

then, cards and mahjong.. *all no betting

night falls, i think they brought KFC back.

i ate BK.

so... i watch tv.

then we started our water fight.

lol

with all utensils.

basins, pots, pans, even frying pans and cover of frying pans.

lol

so malu, ppl of other units all BBQing then we playing water..

heng they nvr say charge for exceeding water unit, or else we got to pay like siao..

hahas.

then blow wind BLOW!!

then all went to swim.play slide.

played true or dare in the pool.

so lame.

i was told to do dare, go say hi in the middle of another bunch of strangers.

it was alright afterall.

back to chalet.

i played snap, speed, taiti and heart attack. [all card games]

suddenly everyone started drinking vodka in the fridge.

i drank i think abt 400ml? from all different bottles?!

got 5%, 6% and 10% one.

my face turned red.. tht's all.

everyone else too!! :]

then,

they were hungry all went out to eat except 'x' and 'y'.

cuz no key.

and then it was like 03plus?!

lol we walked there and me, hector, sihao and shixiang came back first.

we didn't wan to eat mac.

we went cheers. i brought LOACKERS.

sneaked back cuz dun wan to disturb 'x' and 'y'..

we succeed. but failed after 1hr.

sian.

i slept ard 0420? with hector on my right?!

i think, we did nothing.

we slept all the way to 09plus in the morning.

then we heard from them tht they went to visit the red house like 0445??

i miss-ed out the FUN. sob.

next morning.

1dec2006, tht marks the end.

and FINALLY HOMED!!

2006-11-29T12:45:00.001+08:00

i had just for the 3days2night EVER FIRST volleyball camp.

I TRUTHLY THINK THAT IT WAS A WONDERFUL CAMP!

the first day was like normal trng till 1.

then we started icebreaker, it was FUN!

with jian hao in team, we had some 'problems'.

hahas!

joking, we all co-operate very WELL!

then till water games.. etc

MARVELLOUS!

i was so HIGH.

we also watched final destination3.

erk.

nvm, then we played night games too!!

BlowWindBlow. lol

nearly kana sabo.

tamil wasn't successful.

in midnight, we had ghost story sharing session.

and blahblahblah.

then slept in the boys' room, ooOps.

2nd day, east coast park.

GAMES AGAIN!!

we had 'free fall', tht was COOL!

everyone tried.

then cycled, view the sea?!

homed, school!

started BBQ preparation.

ok, we weren't PROs, so we took like 'years' to start the fire.

but as least we TRIED!

then i stopped. i went to play cards!

heart attack, night falls.

tamil came to scare me - -lll

we also went for a walk, 'ghost hunt'??

lol

nothing much, but we all scared ourself for nothing.

due the torchlight.

clean up, bathe in staff room as the light weren't on at the toilets.

argghhh!

back to room for reflection.

done. speeched out.

i went down to look for ms hafida.

then met the facilitators.

stayed with them to watch final destination3, again.

yuting came.

we slept there.

this morning 0645 woke up.

pack all the stuff and get ready to go home.

we had a offically bidding with mr goh, i mean the sec4s.

we greeted him 182degree.

hahas.

took photos and then homed.

FINALLY!!

now getting ready to go for jolin's chalet :]

i reallyREALLY enjoyed the camp FULLY!!

2006-11-29T11:35:00.000+08:00

please read this entry from the bottom..

friends!

LOVE!

they came

this was how it started.

all this picture tells the whole story.

i believe everyone had enjoyed the day.

2006-11-24T00:40:00.000+08:00

look at us, we have grown!

we all use to play as a team on the court!

a bunch of girls!

all the caring boys tht we 'used' to have. T T

ranald n kaili.

ranald n i :]

my BEST COACH n i.

me n mr ang.

baka boon n kaili.

me n boon!!

me n annabelle :)

2beauty n i!!

i really enjoyed myself ytd! i cried.

and bidded the last farewell to all my DEAR FRIENDS!!

i will miss you all!

i hugged them too. [boys/girls]

lots of pictures means a million words.

figure it out on your own :]

we will then go in out separate ways, keep in contact!

2006-11-22T08:41:00.000+08:00

ytd was a fanatastic day for me.

i had this outing with my maths tuition VERY GOOD friends.

really!!they went sentosa in the morning,

but i didn't join them.

i met them at vivo in the evening.

we ate BK.

then we went to the top storey to card.

then we went to ezone to play.

they went to play pool.

but i can't enter, cuz still got some days before i turn 16.

lols.

anyway then me and yunlin went outside to the 0.3m poolside.

to CHAT.

quite comfortable sharing my story with her.

cuz she did shared hers with mine.

fyi, she is from nan chiau high.

as they had alr brought water gun from toy'r'us for the sentosa trip.

i took it out to play.

WAHAHAS!!

chinwa was sabo.

he is really a gd gd boy

no temper at all.

he was dry, and i wet him.

TOTALLY DRENCHED, but he didn't even scold/angry with me.

so i told you they are my veryveryvery gd friends.

chased him ard, we were like crazy ppl.

lol.

ppl who went: chayann, chinwa, gregory, yunlin and ME!!

that marks my happy day BEFORE GRAD NIGHT!!

2006-11-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

last day of O level, wakakas!!

went for training, nearly faint just now.

i think its due to lack of food and oxygen.

anyway, i didn't had training for months.

even fabian say that i had grow fatter.

ooOpps!!~

then,

went to sentosa with clifton, tamil, gavin, boonsing, ms tan, yuting, myself, gerlaine and her dog.

hahas.

the list so long.

we played cards and volleyball.

we played HAPPILY!

oh yar, frisbee too!!

after that to harbour mac, for dinner.

chicken foldover.

they went to photocopy notes.

and it was like so expensive, sorry clifton.

8++. sorry larr.

i noe u can play more of photohunt with that $$.

we went to play arcade.

lols.

photo hunt and hockey stadium.

gathering with them ended at 2030.

all trained on NEL.

outram then chinatown.

i didn't noe where to go.

then i thought of a place tht i have been eyeing on yrs.

somewhere where i really REALLY wish to go.

my old house.

i knew the address when i went today.

Blk697

hougang ave8, strt61

#08-36

wakakakas, pro right??

it took me like hrs to figure my way from hougang mall to my avenue there.

i walk wrongly like 4times.

hais.

then soon later, i became cleverER!

i traced the bus 147 which i noe tht will definitely go to my destination.

followFOLLOWfollow.

then i found myself outside holy innocent high school.

ok.

then CHIJ, i dun noe wad.

then catholic spiritual centre.

dots...

so creepy.

i took a close look at the bus directory board.

counted.

7stops away.

i thought it was short.

later the distance prove me wrong.

i walked like 1657465mS'.

but i was really HAPPY.

i had those kinda feeling tht i'm back here.

and i feel familiar, although not really.

i love the atmosphere 'up there'.

i always wish to drop by my old hse this few yrs when i pass by.

but i didn't had the chance.

and now i'm really FREE! so i did it!

cuz LKL and WB paiseh me larr.

i really love it.

u all might wonder if there is bus tht i can take but still WALK and suffer.

cuz i wan to smell and feel the AIR!

sorry, i'm crazy.

i smell grass and rain.

just like the past.

tht's why i love HOUGANG!

i'm so contented now, nothing much to ask for.

cuz i had done wad i really wan to do.

i went to the mac near to my old hse to get coke.

tht's where i always go every sunday for breakfast with my parents,

when i still leave there.

hahs! it's over.

i boarded 147 and bused home, looking at my phone.

IT says tht it's 1030.

yeh!! i wasted my TIME.

1hr30min bus trip home.

now i'm 1217.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE CHAN!! 21nov :]

2006-11-18T20:41:00.001+08:00

i was at vivo the whole of ytd.

first with my friends, then my sister, then parents.

omg, my back ache! i stepped on lemon, suan!

walking ard the whole day just for the grad night outfit.

and i brought nothing in the end.

they all brought their things.

WASTE MY TIME!! if i knew tht this would happen, i wouldn't go AT ALL. but at least i have got my little brother joining me for dinner :]

and of course my parents.

we ate at the food republic.

this was the second time in my life i tried NASI BRAYANI..

it was like... yummy! we went to vivomart. then HOMED.

today, went to town.

u noe wad.

we went to ISETAN. huh.

AGAIN.

brought nothing.

then i finally decided on my final outfit.

FINALLY, after trying 1055861 of dresses. and pls dun try to OR even say tht the outfit i brought was cheapskate.

IT ISN'T horr!!

SGD$59+39+19.

i really dun think it's CHEAP lorr.

i still haven't got my feets lehh?!!

and clutche?

never mind.

just wait and see bah.

it mind not be tht WOWX~

but at least, this suit me best (:

bye!

2006-11-16T21:52:00.001+08:00

pretty shoes?

look like some kinda auntie?! lol

the oldest ship, i think.

only younger than titanic by 2yrs old.. (:

solidA says: 'JIAYOU!, cheebeibei!!' lol

SMILE ON, p/s do not use SILENT TREATMENT.

2006-11-13T15:56:00.001+08:00

all things which are done are done, they can't be.

all living stock, espacially human beings, tends to take things for granted.

just like me.

look at how i used to be, soCHILDISH!

but we all do grow, n develop(change for the better) into a more mature person.

i believe in tht.

dun judge ppl by the cover, i agree.

Instantaneous love - Love that occours the instant that one person comes in contact with another and feels a deep connection or attraction to the other. Also known as "love at first sight" and refered to commonly in many fairy tales and folklore and literature.

Unrequited love – affection and desire not reciprocated or returned. i think this is what i'm looking for.

i should have realised the consequences of allowing it into my life.

not yet fully recovered.

vulnerable.

yet i still risked it.

and now i'm stuck.

who to blame but myself.

before i knew it, it was already too late.

sometimes i smile at the memory.

the memory of myself smiling.

a reflex action.

i caught myself.

but not in time.

already sunk.

something simple, turned out so much more complicated.

mutating into something ugly.

i still have a long long way to go.

ridiculous of me right.

anyway i only have another 1week more to go, before i can do things tht i want to do very much, since mid of this year.

then i can continue with my favourite sport, volleyball.

with all the friends i love there :D

but there is only one thing that is left inside my mind now.

i'm always wondering why did our friendship kept deterioating from then.

i really wish to noe.

u dun look like a no one to me.

u are a someone.

but what kept us that far apart?

**speechless T T

but i think that i'm capable of handling this whole thing on my own, i really regret speaking to others.

makes me feel so weak!

i dun noe if its gonna be a successful one, i WILL accept IT.

i wouldn't FALL, i will keep still.

i dun believe tht u dun have even abit of affection for me.

i'm gonna make MYSELF outstand a gradnight, u will never believe how pretty i will look.

I WILL AND I WOULD! i will try, hahas dun judge me!

2006-11-12T23:02:00.001+08:00

B E O U R S E L F D A Y !!

this is what kaili always do!~ GO CRAZY!! dots. she also did the monogolian dance in her own room. with tht rubberband on her head, actually she looks like one! hahas!

cheebeibei 'tou pai'!! wan to die ar.

baka foong.

baka lin, act like one- n she is one!!~ still help wb hold onto the board. lols i never had tht much fun, studying~ at cheeWEIbei's house! <3 kaili n weibei, muacks! dun forget the promise tht we kept, for 20nov (: JIAYOU!! 4more pps for u guys, 3 for me!

2006-11-11T00:12:00.000+08:00

finally got to blog today!! erm, maths p2 was like RUINED! i thought i came out of the school, 'xinxing manman!' but i was wrong. my cumulative frequency, the whole thing wrong. i had 200pupils n the rest of all student got 150 larr. [include those stupid one lorr!] wth! omg. i thought i was able to score HIGH, like 96/100. now the highest i think only have 85/100??? omg! i nid a A1!!! i went pooling with kenrick they guys. ken, boonsing, gerald, clement, leyou, sihao, chayann and choyliang. + kaili and weibei lorr. hahas!~ dots. nvm, i think i might make it for my humanities. cuz of the help of merger n separation(ss) N environment degradation too(geo). i noe wad was the causes of global warming. the effects n solutions, i noe it!! which i only started revising on it the day before the exam. hahas!! i played volleyball with ms tan today after my maths FUN! hope tht i can play with u soon (: i miss u! having those great time with u, playing sports.

2006-11-01T18:41:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!! ART IS OVER!! dun haf to bother tht much/dun even have to care for ART~ yes!~ i'm give a choice to either SLEEP or GO POOLING. i still chose to sleep, cuz kaili dun wan to go. i'm so sick and tired of art. omg!~ Bboys and Bgirls, u all haf done well today. especially for Bboys, cuz it had been so long after our school haf even win one match. gd! i di dfinish my art, n i think i will score a total of C5 or B4 for both pps. anyway, i dun care. i wan to play, but no one is accompanying me. so i can only sleep. and study the whole day of tomorrow! tata~

2006-10-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

i wun be returning home today, i will be at jing's hse doing art!! i haf got no choice. i can't leave my friend here n just go home like tht. as she had help me in my work, so i think it's rather fair to stay. i can't in hte first place. it's 'CAI' tht help me to persuade my mum. thnks! i did 8 first hand+3 development alr. i can really concentrate here. thnks CAI wenjing (: i really cherish u veri much. be it be art pal/ normal girlfriend. omg, i wun be slping tonight, or maybe like 4?!?!! anyway, i nid to return to my nest tml. [by 10pm] so i nid to rush everything. hopefully i can finish!~ i will definitely MISS my brother. kk, write to here le. all i haf to say today's chinese pp isn't tht easy, despite having ppl saying they might score a A2? but rmb if u can do well, so can the student from other school. tata~~ current location: wenjing's hse[jurong, boonlay]

2006-10-29T17:38:00.000+08:00

all the maths+maths+maths hmwrk!! omg.. another one... - - so dots. hais, losing interest in maths. can NOT, i can't survive w/o it. it rocks!! XP i have been walking on aimlessly recently. i didn't do much, hais! i tried to concentrate, but it only last for awhile. n i tried my best to think LESS. i did it, but still din't able to forget abt all. i noe it's impossible, but i will try. How sad it would be,to be blind. To never have seen your smile. I remember the first time I heard your voice, a sound I never tire. Every time you cross my mind, I think how lucky I've been, to have you as my special friend. So remember, not to frown, for I know someone, who is in love with your smile. i will definitely regret not having u by my side. off to tuition, bye

2006-10-27T10:17:00.000+08:00

i'm typing this post before gg off to mac to haf a study marthaton, hehes! r we taking too much things for granted? i particularly think i'm. so i dun wish to do tht anymore. i would like to do/redo the 'undone' and 'wrongly done' things personally, from the bottom of my heart, i really appreciate very much when i utter tons of heavy and boring nonsence and ppl do listen. i can see tht u all r bored. but u people still stay put to listen to my rubbish (:

younglady-

i would like to give my truthfully speech to kaili, we went through lots before whr we r now, right? dun doubt, our friendship is definitely the strongest!! never haf i ever put u in the second position. thnks for all the things u did for me, including the layers n layers of newspp present (: i will nvr forget the days we went crazy together, the days when we quarrel all just becuz of water, H2O: LOL! rmb? and the vb trngS we had together, we play hard and act hard too! including running away from trngs, hahas! i thought the normal figure girl wun't look for a broad shlder gurl as her best friend, but u r one tht ain't (: thnks!! we love maths, we solve maths, we crave for maths, we scratch head hard together. there r too much memories tht i had wif u, can'tbe typing it all out. TOO LONG! XD thnks fo rlending tht listening ears of urs, although sometimes u ain't listening.. but it's alright. mug hard for O's!! I STAND HERE AND PROUDLY SAY THT OUR FRIENDSHIP LAST THE LONGEST AND 'MOST TRUSTHABLE' COMPARE TO ALL.. dun forget the day we went standing in front of the railings, looking at the SEA!

to wenjing, the one i 'teng' the most. we met in sec1, when u r much mature then us. i'm always afraid tht something might happen to u, so i love u most, lookout for u most.we had the daes tht we played vb together (: u always help and wait for no repay, such a wonderful girl. we played for once, we shared too. hope our friendship last forever.

cheebeibei. u always make me smile all day long, not concerning for it be those 'cold' or 'hot' one. rmb, we did the melting of marshallow together, yucks! hahas!! u always share. we play on 'bed', literally, together too, with kaili. hahas! c i'm not lying, there is so much hahas when i think of u. will always be missing u!

zheng sang gong mama, we came back together due to da changjin, right. u changed, i can see. for the better, durr! i dun use to like u, but people do change. unlike some XP in art lesson, u always listen to all the rubbish from everywhr from me. lol. u care lots abt me, i noe. so u r my mama, heh! i also haf the same high ranking post as u horr, zhui gao sang gong!! nananipuhpuh!! u also love me, i noe!

step down HEADPREFECT, pearlkhoo i didn't went tht close wif u till this yr. haiz, so sad u STEP DOWN le. or else, hmm, i can bring food out of the canteen easily?! hahas, u hear/ care/ play with me too!! u r a kind of friend tht is rather different, cuz not much ppl can haf a close friend having a rank of 'STEPDOWN HEADPREFECT'. no offence

had been rather close to u recently, due to vb cum ur friend. i hope u treat this friendship truthfully, in order to last long? we will definitely be joining one of the event!! JIAYOU, i will go for the camp. just to pei u all!! wan me anot?!, huh, MISS TAN (:

gerlaine, i agree to wad u say previously. is ur tht sentence tht mould me into a better person, a thoughtful person. rmb?? something got to do wif mr goh. thnks!!!!! i wouldn't give second thoughts for things now if w/o ur advice tht day.

+jolin[chio-est bu], eileen[nxt star?!], weishan[famous psychologist(:], peifen[thnks!], annabelle[my loveliest sec1!], karenNyiru[i love ur attuide!!], etc

unmature hunks, hahas.

polar bear, thnks for caring for me tht much. nvr haf i c boys like tht. we r bond together nicely! becuz we r R'VIANS right? with ranald[joker, lol] too goGOGO!! i believe we will last long, 'you qing wan sui'!!

boondidi, we had fun once, twice, even thrice. u gave the best present, excluding my mum bringing me into this world. bygones are bygones, i will just rmb as beauitful memories, thnks. heyy, ur skills didn't deprove much (: i'm really happy tht u treat me back NORMAL again, not over ur dead body. LOL! i haf matured much becuz of u. u taught me how to let go, although it's over 2yrs. BESTFRENE 4EVER!! right??

it's really a test of being patient, patience is really nided. i really dun understand y we became like tht when we was once such close JUNIORnSENIOR. but no one is to blame, perhaps myself. u r really a great vb partner. we met due too a minor accident kaili had, or else i dun think i will noe u much.i didn't realise ur presence in vb only till 2005, after clifton left. sorry. clifton is such a entertainer in vb, full of 'facts' to utter. hahas!! hope i will get to noe wad i would like to noe soon, n hope to be able to return to trng after O's n still having u as my partner there. marvellous experience playing with u! thnks for ur kindness for bringing tht dict, dun forget tht chinese O's is this coming monday, MR CHUA. CYA!

+jackson, gerald, chiapoh, hector, chinwa... story to be continue as i'm afraid i dun make this post nw, i might forget. n nvr get to thank u ppl. pls read with care, 1hr15mins post!!

2006-10-25T20:00:00.000+08:00

pretty marvellous design! i noe i'm slow.

2006-10-25T19:22:00.000+08:00

this was like SUPERsuper damn long ago.. - - but it's nice anyway. (: friends forever! all the best for 'O's, to all the sec4 friends!!

2006-10-24T17:23:00.000+08:00

all the best to all juniors in volleyball, VAS is coming. do ur best n haf no regrets (: we can't deny tht volleyball is a marvellous game!! to all Cboys, Bgirls and Bboys!! we always unite as one~

2006-10-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

i wan to go to china. i wan go 'gu cheng', after my Os. but i think it's impossible. cuz i will be veri busy by then. but it's really scenic there, ppl go C!! if i'm able to travel ard the world [provided if i haf the $$] be4 i leave, i will definitely haf no regrets. i wan go CHINA -see chang jiang -see all the famous site -enjoy the weather, n the culture. go VENICE, sinking city. go KOREA, da chang jin site. go JAPAN, -see how they teach their kids abt their horrible history -visit all the big n small mountains go INDIA, go HONGKONG, to shop? go NORTH KOREA, commuist? wads the different? anyway most importantly CHINA!! i noe i'm sort of veri chin-na~ but i dun care. we r all from there, u dare to say u r not?? - - I WAN TO LERAN AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE BE4 I LEAVE. cuz i wan to prove everyone wrong** i still haf tons to learn, i'm really afraid tht i haf not much time left. i wan learn abt history of china! is a rather saddening thing not being able to take chinese literature last yr. i'm so envy of those kids tht r taking it nw. learn abt those poets, 'san zhi jin', history of dynasty to dynasty, to nw a commuist country. i wan to noe all this at the tip of my fingers (: wait longlong, hahas! act. study abt chang jiang, mountains! i love every single part of it. i shall start learning all this after Os. I SHALL BE CONTENTED WIF WAD I HAF NW, NOT ASKING FOR MORE THAN WAD I SHOULD DESERVE, RIGHT? my last wish is just to go to china again. -my A M B I T I O N- people ask me abt my ambition, i always haf thte same reply. i dun haf. then they say, u haf no aim for ur life? i just shut my mouth up. if i tell them i haf no future, then they will say i'm sprouting nosence again. so i keep it to myself. i only told this to hector, all my ambition. he says tht i'm too optimistic - - lol I WAN TO BE A: ranked accordingly from 5+ till now (: .Policewoman, dots .Private investigator, haha .Doctor? .Mathematician, lol .Psychologist .First woman whom climb Mt Everest, hahaha!! .obs instructor, puala ubin .Chinese teacher .maths teacher .National volleyball player, impossible? .Boss of my own company .Pilot, relative velocity-hopeless .Chef, nice food! .Manager in MonetaryAuthorityofSingapore!! I really think too much, hahas. anyway. i cherish every single strings of my friendship!! XD 'you qing wan shui'!!!

2006-10-22T00:52:00.000+08:00

erm, i wan to say something. i really dun noe if he likes me. but i would wish to noe. if not i really hope to be veri gd friend with him. just like me n ken/jack/cp? we hold eachother hands like nobody's business. hahas. is it cool? they help when i'm in trouble/ need. i love them they r one of those of the opposite sex tht make me always smiling (X i really hope to tok to u more often even though of the status as friend only.. i wouldn't mind to exchange relationship for the world's greatest thing 'FRIENDSHIP'!! right? would u mind? u aren't replying my msges this few days. y? irritating?? tell me larr. (: people always take things for granted, just like wad i use to do in the past. i use to think tht relationship rise above friendship. but i feel the opposite way nw. perhaps i haf matured. haha. just like yrs back, i only knew there was a clifton in vb. i dun even noe there was gavin. oooOps, no offence. c i so..... and recently, i was so close, as in friend with him. but then i treat it as nothing. c, now happen. hais, nothing to say. i confess, i'm dumb

2006-10-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

i suddenly realise tht friendship n kinship rise above all. tht's from my perspective only larr. not relationship. i think i really wonder wad i should do to satisfy myself. nobody haf th ans, only i haf. (:

2006-10-20T19:17:00.001+08:00

i suddenly feel tht 'sheng ming ruo ci chui ruo'.. if i will to die today. i will haf regretsssS! DEFINITELY omg, i lead my life so miserably so unhappily, not up to my satisfaction yet. but i noe i can't ask for much is not due to material things, nor real cash. is tht hollow/empty space in my heart, i just fill it. i always feel tht something is missing. wo zhen de hen xiang ni!! but tht's not all. i wan to own everything!! i haf nvr been so selfish, but not currently now, I AM! y am i like tat?? i wish to ask myself too. in my world is there only maths, maths, maths +maths?? ): n nothing else? lalalala... i wan to .. nvm. sorry people!!

2006-10-19T19:55:00.000+08:00

i thought i would flunk my practical exam today. but i think i will pass at least cuz i noe my 10steps! .warm the acid .add zinc oxide till no more dissolve .filter to remove excess zinc oxide .filtrate is zinc sulphate solution .heat the solution till it reaches point of crystallation or saturation .determine by withdrawing a little amount and putting it into a dry test tube, wait for crystal formation .cool the solution .crystals begins to form .filter to separate leftover solution with crystals .wash the crystals with cold distilled water .dry it between two filter paper!! (: i hope there isn't any mistakes Xp it's really my first time i noe how to do a chemistry practical, n i mean it. i did it on my own! sorry, i'm too engrossed in speaking. oOoops i shall not be playing too much nw. i just learnt PnC from mr goh today. so i haf better undersatanding for the subject nw :X i sleeping early today, cuz gg to study in school library tml morning c u guys tml!! XD

2006-10-15T11:28:00.000+08:00

omg, this sucks lorr!! no time to finish, due to inconsistenceof doing my course work. it's all my fault. so playful... lalala, i dun care. sing n dance, finally finished my art pp1. a long period of dragging since march in 2006. i only love the background only. so chin-na~ all ppl comments should be reserved! i wann go play!! i did 20hrs of a/e maths homework the whole wk. i believe u ppl can't, bleahx. i wann go play beach volleyball!! who's gonna go with me. i wan play pokercards too!! ALL FIGURES! hahas! tag me along when u all wan to go!

2006-10-14T12:48:00.000+08:00

just return from mdm ho's tuition. my tears nearly drop just nw. learning tht RELATIVE VELOCITY, wth! the veri veri first chapter i learn until cry lorr!! so hard to understand. but i still love maths! T T i'm being forced to say tht!! joking larr. heard from mr goh tht there will be a beach vb match or something lidat. starting from 13nov. i'm not veri sure if i will be able to join. but i really hope i can. (: watch tv n then slp!! wahahaha!! so relax.

2006-10-13T05:43:00.001+08:00

specially for ms prema, she did so much for all the students in this school, especially the sec4s every yr. just all for the good sake of ours but i think tht not all student appreciate it. y do u haf to work so hard when ur students isn't working at all. u can bring the horse to the water, but if the horse doesn't wan to drink u also can't do anything. prema always says tht: c my students lidat, outside students all working like crazy... hahas!! i nvr ever fall asleep in chemistry lesson. although i did still fail, but i'm mugging hard on it le. i gg to do my mths alr, anyway thnks to all tchers!

2006-10-13T00:01:00.000+08:00

this song is dedicate to all tchers tht made the great different n a big U-TURN in my life. because u all love me, thts y i'm wad i'm today T T tchers like ........ lots to list but i will try to list all: -ms ang .sh [u made my sec school mathematics basic solid, nw i haf no much problem wif lower sec maths (:] -ms ji .dh [u always made my ears open for all chinese lessons, thnks for all the interesting stories!!] -ms lim .cm (pri school tcher) [maths was alot more fun wif u around, i believe u haf retired as i didn't manage to see u when i went back last yr. u are the first person whom allow me to the class chairwoman, thnks for trusting n having faith in me!!] -ms lim. ly [u make me understand lots of things, i see ur preservance for our class..] -mrs lee .m [u show me respect, tht's y we all love U!!] -mrs lee .nk(pri school tcher) [my chinese was rather fanatastic due to ur reprimanding, ths y i got gd drades!] -mrs oh .ch [from the bottom of my heart i noe u did ur veri best to make our maths improve! if it not becos of u i will be in 3D this yr. perhaps i will top the class, hahas!!] -mrs shiau .sb [u push my chinese language to a much higher standard, all ur nwspp cutting did the job!] -mrs yeow .a [my art sucks, i noe it myself. u taught me those skills, thnks!] -mr chu .cc [nothing much but i noe u tried ur best, i respect u!] -mdm ho [mother of maths, u convert the impossible to a possible!! just like me!] -mdm kaur .b [u care n love students more than all those scolding n shouting, I LOVE U!!] -mdm koh .yp [u shown me what true kindship love was, thnks!] heyy, i'm in school nw! art lesson, bye! *not in sequence.

2006-10-12T07:43:00.000+08:00

(: i finally finished my art!! finally after so long. although not a veri gd touching up, but i ddun care. i haf been waiting for this dae so long!~ art question pp2 just arrived today. what the hell. another cycle of torturing!! omg. i did chij amths pp2 ytd. i score like 29/48. so happi (: cos hengyi also scored within tht range too. wahhahaas! then at mdm ho there, i did the N lvl amths pp. it was like.. so easy. i shan't comment too much on it. cos, i'm in another stream. anyway, i noe how to do all the sums. the most only here careless there careless, lidat. mdm ho marking for me nw. i gg tuition today! last wk i went for tuition from mon to thurs. c i so hardworking, bu yao lian. i did chem n phy pp too.. first time lorr. if i'm not wrong, i went to mac last sunday. we were studying. LP, KC, GC n YW. we r just friends. (: i doing colour scheme. tht's all. i went for eng tuition later. by all means, i'm very upset/ furious abt tht commemt make in my holylistic report card. damn it! i got only demonstrate to some extent for respect. then can anyone tell me what i was doing throughout the 4yrs i was in bm. i'm super NOT HAPPY! i think i shld be the last one on the list to get grade2 in my class. so many ppl whom doesn't deserve a 2, got it. then wad for of me demonstrating so much. T T wadever, they just come from the bottom of my heart. i'm unlike ppl whom get it for no reason. I WILL REMEMBER THIS!! i suppose is 'egg' whom insert grade2 into the card. so wad if u r a tcher. u can this ur respect to ur student. is u who kept implying tht my tuition tcher is at fault. is tht ur problem?!! I shall respect only MY TUITION TCHER n other math tchers, NOT U! byebye, gg to tuition. heyy, i got chayann nw to accompany me (: chayann 6 horrs, rmb!

2006-10-06T06:07:00.000+08:00

this is the veri veri first time tht i return home at such a early time.. ever since the beginning of this yr, i have nvr reach home before 7 before.. - - i think i won't be able to blogg for the couming wknd. cos i will be doing/rushing for my art (: ppl give me ur strength!! today is also the last day my juniors r having lessons. i still haf mine duhh! anyway all the best luck for ur exams tht r ahead. mine also cuming soon in a month or less time. 'JIAYOU' everyone!! we shall n we will enjoy ourselves after or exams, ok? but i noe i will be the first to break the promise :p i brought my canvas home, preparing to do it over the wknd! yes, i will complete. may my god bless me! the gd thing is tht i have been gg for mdm ho's tuition for the whole wk. yehh! i'm confident to say tht i have moved a step nearer to my distinction for emths. haha! i'm still mungging very hard for my amths. i must score as least a 3 or 2 for mdm ho. tomorrow is moon cake festival, whr will i be?? out playing candles OR gg for mdm ho's tuition?? i dun noe, but the only thing i can confirm is tht i won't be at home. hehes! **my blessing to everyone. luck is not the only thing u ppl nid, but also real tough studying. u will taste the fruits of labour if u put in sufficent effort [:

2006-10-05T14:40:00.000+08:00

GRADUATION- SPECIAL EDITION!! those boys when they were young (: they r those whom had play, study n joke with me since i was in sec1.. they n the gurls below were the ones that shared joys n sorrows wif me, i will never forget u all.. gurls, we rule!! muacks, muacks.. thnks for all ur acc by my side, i appreciate u all!! looking back till those days tht we had together, [playing, singing, etc..........] i just hope tht i can go back to those days again. but i noe its impossible...... ): i really had wonderful time from 2003 till 2006, nw. teachers r always there for me when i nided them. we r drifting farer away from puberty stage. tht means tht we can't act cute anymore, sob >< we must act mature lorr! now we look like this: we HAVE GROWN UP!! days ahead of us r still bright, jiayou!! i will leave u all soon, babes/hunks! [yeshh! i loveu! imiss u!]

2006-10-03T14:07:00.000+08:00

i shall make this post, short n sweet. today is our graduation day! yes but........ so sad. i don't wann leave! i will miss all of u!!! i love u ppl! i got this speech to read in chinese.. erm, i like suck at it. but wadever. i'm not doing for anyone to c or wad. just from the bottom of my heart. thnks to all teachers tht mould me to wad i'm nw!! thnks to all!! (: all fond memories! they stay n nvr leaves. once a merahan always a merahan! I'M PROUD TO SAY THT I'M A MERAHAN! even after i offically leave the school, i will turn back n say: i'm proud tht i was once a merahan! serious moments.. T T

2006-10-02T15:57:00.000+08:00

erm, sorry for taking the photo from ur site. thnks anyway! i'm really glad tht i went! really i mean! i hadn't play happily for such along long time! thnk, i really love u all. i sang, i soar! (: i shouted, i screamed. out all the sorrow n happiness! to annabelle. i kept silent for a long while to think abt those things tht i haf done over the past few mths. erm, so shHhhh.. >< we played volleyball, so fun! n frisbee n poker +float too! i had a question for myself, did i enjoy trng much more at sec3 n 4?? i prompted the same question to LKL also. she say YAHh, but don't really noe wads the reason. actually i don't really noe too.. i......... never mind, i dun wann say. i miss those daes tht i had volleyball trng. all thnks to mr goh hwee chuan. (: u r the contributor of my volleyball skills, isn't it?? hahas. i miss u! we left sentosa at 7+, i think. we went to mac for dinner, i ate chicken foldover. wth! i went to took tartar sauce! then! what. i slip n fell. but i took a veri veri veir short time to stand up. all thnks to mr goh, duhhHhh! erm, i sprain my ankle larr. wad the hell!! its not the first time lorr, but the first time for left ankle, i believe! nvm, nobody bothers! i burst the tartar sauce box. so malu. blahblahblah,,, then went home. -homesweethome-

2006-09-29T19:08:00.000+08:00

i finally got back to blogging. r u happy friends?? (: sorry to mak e u guys wait so late :p today i'm gonna blog abt my prelims results. L1R4: 20[i noe its lousy] but i think i haf put in my best for my subjects like chinese, emaths and english. i believe. eng : C6 (hardwork is indeed put in) [E8] chi : A2 (hard time looking in to dict for words) [B3] mth : A2 (time is needed to exchange for gd grades) [B3] art : B4 (pure luck, cos i only spend 5hrs doing all prep work) amths : D7 (time is needed to exchange for gd grades) [F9] combs: F9 (improvement seen, from single digit to 38%nw) [F9] combh: F9 (improvement seen, from single digit) [F9] i noe it's is like so lan, but i will try to score 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 for 'o' level. tht will be like 15. hahas. but if possible i will be gg to M.I for the first 3mths trial.. (: wahaha, then i can get to wear their uniform.. erm, i will be gg to art tml in school. in the morning 0830. omg! i don't noe if i can wake up. cos i wann to watch the fa ting qiao jia ren follow by liao zhai. then chu lu. i noe its lame.. sorry. but i really didn't use technology things for like so long. ex: tv and computer. lalala.. i miss them. i really dont noe wads really happening to my brain nowaday. i really cant stop ________________. i can't control tht. anyway, i'm gg to sentosa on sunday. due to some problem, i can't blog for this wkd. cos i can predict tht i will be super busy! sorry. friends i love u, thnks for being there for me. i really appreciate! w/o u all, i can't be mentally stable for tht long. do i really look tht strong out? but i really hope tht there is one person whom i can share the joy n sorrow truthfully with me. i really dunnoe who will tht be. but i will wait till tht dae. i believe tht i'm left with less than 4yrs. so i hope tht he will appear soon. (: or else no also nvm. the most i will just bring the sorrow along with me to there. don't miss me ppl. i can't be selfish n bring u'll along. u all haf a long long way to go! ppl of other lvl, u will haf a surprise from me on monday!! wait n c!

2006-09-17T15:17:00.000+08:00

went studying wif LKL today. then we had kenken joining us. (: we did chem n phy. i finished my amths premlimary pp CORECTION [retesting myself] sorry i too boliao le. then comes hector n boon. we went to hec hse to play for awhile . taiti!! wad, so long nvr play le. - - hehes! then we went o cineleisure wanting to catch forbidden siren. then tickets ran out. we watched pulse. it was like... horror. a bit disgusting. lol. wilson tan joined us too. we tok alot of craps abt NC16. haha. only me n wilson can't watch. after tht, we went to centrepoint to eat dinner. tht was my first time eating nasi bryani, i think. yoho. then we went home. hector asked my a number of questions tht i think nobody will ever ask me in my life. (: like: which country will u choose to go nw, if u haf a chance?? did u keep in contact wif ur primary school frenes.. n will u keep in touch wif ur secondary school frene after ur o's..??? huh? but it alright anyway. i like frene like him. i thought a lot before today. thinking back, things tht i did is it worth it? huh? is it worth doing tht much?? tht wad all my gd frenes asked me.. i thought i was on the right track. but.... i dun noe. i'm not sure. i can't confirm. but for wad i noe. i will always haf all my gd frene wif me. thts wad they say. i felt really contented wif them just by my side. especially she, she, understand. despite of all the craps i say, but she didn't feel tht i'm over-noisy. (: pheww!! 'god'[which ever one tht bless/look after me (:] makes u to be my frene. i hope i dun do anything wrongly in the future (tml, next next day, week, month) for u all to leave me. i will be sad. especially u! Lin Kaili. we r not lesbian. but i really cherish u. all of u r my treasures! my gems, my love. (: u all keep my life running for a meaning. w/o u guys i dun think i will be ard. thnk u ppl. .kenken .boonsing .hector .wilson .ranald .hengyi .gavin .kaming .kaili .wenjing .ck .pearlyn .weibei .jonathan .salehin .liping .ronglei i love u all, ty!!

2006-09-16T15:21:00.000+08:00

so long ever since i post my last blog. i'm doing my prelims nw in school. just had my amths pp1 todae. wth! i really can't believe this. i actually went dumb during the test. lol. i totally forget abt those simple arithmetic problems. like 0.2, i can't even recongise it as 5 ^-1. is like so dots lorr. had a short revision with mr goh yesterday.[thnks, MR GOH!] n he sae tht 0.6 is equalvient to 3/5. i also can't understnd in the first place. but later i did. it is like just a different of [3/5 n 1/5]..... lorr. nvm, tht cost 4 mrks. but i thinki secured 1 mrk alr. c so generous! the damn binomial also. wth, i only realised tht i was halfway thr my solving only when i redo thte question again after my test. WTH, WTH!!!! arghxxx. tht is another 3 mrks i think.. n etc.. ss i only strted to read up on my way to school. so i dun intend to pass. but i think i wrote most of the pts. but sectionA abt the SAP school.. i think i will infer all most all wrongly, cos i also dun noe wad i toking abt myself. wadever. sectionB i wrote abt public housing n social cohension. is like. (: we took height n weight todae. i nvr grow, i think is becos nowaday i nvr jump hard during vb trng. :p did i put on weight? i dun think so. hahas! shhh. then went to canteen to play vb, then to LKL's hse. i did my prelim amths pp, again. she did her a read thru for bio. then we were like so sian, she brought out her boogle set n we started to play! yoho!!! i won. then another 3sets before li lao si came back. then we watched tv. tht was like ever sincew so long i sat down so comfortablely to watch the TV! omg. i can't recongise the tv, lol. not funny. li lao si(LKL mum) 'hong' pizza for us to eat. (: yummy! then i went home, i got say ty to her mother lorr. c so courtesy. went home n watch the chinese incredible. rather scary the middle part, cos tht auntie really look so scary.. so .......... dun sae nw, look at the time. my day ends lidat. n btw yesterdae trng was so fun! i love it, dun noe when still got this kinda trng. ): i think i will update only nxt friday after all the prelim pp. c u then!! nights, muacks.

2006-09-12T13:33:00.000+08:00

today i was mugging hard on my amths 'o' lvl pps. i did 2000, 01, 02, 03, 04. P1 n 2. all!!!!!! yes! i only left wif 2005. wow! still got emths larr. i did only 2000, 01. i think. i'm rather fast compared to the rest, i believe. (: anyway gg to school tml. dun noe wad will happen. do we really haf to go to school. i thought only 4A gto pratical. dun care. go first then c lorr. muacks ppl, i'm fine. dun worry!

2006-09-11T13:32:00.001+08:00

todae is a gd dae to me, before 10. but after 10pm, it's like SHIT!! wtf!!!! i just dun wan to here!

2006-09-10T16:49:00.000+08:00

yesterdae, i lugged my square canvas back from lengkok bahru. to bukit merah. so malu lahs. so big lorr. dun care. went to do mths hwrk at bmc mac. with ms tan, kaili n wenhui. wanted to go off at 9 cos i wann to go home to do my canvas. but, it was like pouring. i can't go. really can't. the rain will definitely spolit my workpiece. so me n kaili stay put at mac. it's all becos of u, wilson tan. u n ur foul mouth. wad u said in the art rm earlier on. we played true or dare. which is damn lame, cos we alr noe each other outside in n inside out. so there is nth to ask le. but aniwae, we continued wif the frozz sweet box. it quite a truthful sharing session. yoyoyo. went home touch abit on tht canvas. then slept. cos todae promise to gg to wj hse. at 1100, wj called. i told her i at her hse downstair, then she can't heard well. she kept saying tht: "huh, i ask u to come at 11, look at thte time xiao jie." "u still at ur hse downstair arhhh!!!!!!!" something lidat. but then everything was solved. i stayed till like 2330. having such a gd frene like wj, not thinking if she have the bus back home. then w/o thinking she sent me to the interchange. see such a gd example. learn from her lah, LIN KAILI. :p kaili, u r also veri good larr. then the last train was like went off liao larr. likely, i managed to board the last bus 198. time was like 2345. lol i sat on the second deck. but no worries, quite a no. of ppl. i noe, they R NOT GHOSTs anyway!! i reached bm interchange at 0045. fast right. - - i bought a apple pie from mac n walked myself home. LKL talked me on the phone. (: see another gd frene. thnks! sunday is always a tuition day. so is like tml. anyway, tml gogogo!!!!!!!!!!! yuewei GO!

2006-09-08T12:19:00.000+08:00

woke at like 9 todae. so late. suppose to report to art rm at 0830. but u c. -.- by the time i reached there, it's like 1000 le. ck n wenjing took a cab down from their home. S$6.40 and 15 respectively. then somemore i was so late. heng mrs yeow not there yet. :P blahblahblah. dun care. 10mins after i reached, she reached. i mean mrs yeow. hahas!! i had interest in doing my art todae. i focus.. really larr. i did the sketch for my backgrd on my canvas. i noe u ppl will sae its so chin-na~ but i think is super CHIO! i love it. art is really time consuming!! arghhhx. i finished off at 4. then i went for english tuition. i was late. 6. sorry mr mervyn. i came home, i didn't went for mdm ho's tuition. think abt tml, i'm afraid tht i will be late for art. i dun wann to be late. topid lorr. mother n the damn sis blaming me for not washing the all dishes. is like tht stupid pigg(sis) haven't wake up, then i left the food for her. then nw she scold n scold, idiotic lorr. like my fault ar!! but aniwae. just one ear come in another ear go out. i will not care anyway. art prelim nxt tues, haven't even strted yet. i will try my best to get B3, which is like the 2nd highest grade. (:

2006-09-07T14:39:00.000+08:00

back for tht 2day1night MATHS camp. supposely to be extended, but ms lim is busy. ): so sad to be home. anyway it started like 8 in school. H4-3/4. air-conditioner rm. cool right? we started wif emths. then at 9 mrs yeow came to the rm to grab me out, out back to art rm. to do my folio/ project. wadever. i did till 12. hahas. so lame, then went back to mths. ppl heed my advice, dun take art!!~ it isn't so eay as u think it is. cos mrs yeow went home. lol. then its' mths mths mths all the way till the end of the dae. we got breaks in between. quite a no. of tht. so other than going opp to get finger stuffs to eat, we played taiti, and etc (card games) :D blahblahblah.. is like so commas. we did emths pp1 or 2. so i chose pp1. i finished like in 40mins. then i was like slping alr. ooops. (i only had 4hrs slp the dae be4) ms lim woke me up and pass me another pp wif 3 more additional questions. so malu. i was listening to mp3 then is like~ we suppose to aim wad we gonna get before doing. then i aim B3, cos i'm afraid i will fall aslp while doing. which ltr i did, duh. i got A1, 80%. a short bar of chocolate is given. we got alot alot of sweets n chocolates from ms lim during the whole camp. sufficient supply lorr. we left for dinner, ms lim sae furthest can only got to 'ang shua' mrkt. but.... we went to chinatown only. went to eat 'zhu cao' , lorr. lol. went so far just to eat tht. we reached back in school like 1005. on time. then we went back to H3-3/4 to continue the night. (: grps of different ppl in the parts of the rm. got ass-hole taiti, etc. btw, its a non air-conditioner rm. i chose to play ass-hole taiti. then suddenly can c lots of vodka, beer all passing ard in the rm. breezer, carlsberg, heineken, and somemore. (dun blame me if i spell wrongly, i dun drink them so often) ms lim came in, n she is so.... she can't c any of it. its empty bottles r placed ard the rm. anywae, so sad tht she can't c. 1200, we took white candles n walked ard the school. walk n walk then my hand itchy, i go scratch the cold wax. then i found out tht my right thumb the nail there BLEEDING LORRS!! dots lahs. i thought wad happen lorr. scare me! thts y nw i msg wif my left hand. slow. we didn't really c anything. i think i too tired, then i keep seeing light flashing across. its like dots. nvm. we contonued with midnight block hide-and-seek. hahas. lame. we played with the boys, we 5 girls. then its like firstly playing in the lift. then to running like elephants. then we became clever, we took off our slippers. shhhHHhhh. we hiding. our school floor is like damn dirty lahs. omg. totally black feets. we play until 0110, i tink. then we went back to our rm. only PF there lahs, so poor thing. we left her there. ): sorry, we accidentally left u alone. aniwae after awhile all r back. music, music.. there is tht ass-hole taiti, wrestling and some other weird games. ms lim kept providing us hot water to cook our maggi mee. ::one plus me and pearlyn personally went to staff rm to get the hot water. then we BANG and BANG, ms lim can't hear lorr. she is listening to her mp3. dots. but somehow she saw us. she let us in. then we make our maggi, and we walk out wif additional stuff like . a plate of chocolate walfer . mini conetto (blueberry) . a cup of ribena ooOps, we took too much. XD she didn't realise either. we finished up the food. then its time for true or dare. we played. i was really tired. i was being asked abt my first period. -.- wad was the feeling when it comes. if u wann noe the ans find out from my frene. its lame. then i fall asleep, before its my 2nd time. dots. i chose dare. i dun think u will believe wad i did for my dare. lol. i dun noe if i shld sae. OMG! its after 8yrs i have did this before. pri3 due to immaturity i did tht. nw i did it again. i dun wann to be called 'hum ji'. so i did it. frene, frene only lahs. :) take it easy, frene(nf) slept at 3plus 4. we woke up at 6plus 7. then kept laying on the mattress till like 0730. then we went to bath. the water was like super cold. FREEZE!!~ i went to hall waiting for vb trng. i played, i skipped art. cos art is SIAN! wadever. aniwae, i finished off trng at 1. then went back for amths :) so cool. in air-con rm. did amths till 1530. then i went for a bath. so shio! then came back for packing. everyone left at abt 4. we stayed. they played bluff, and some other thing till 6+. while i'm slping on the floor. i'm like dead-beat. break camp. me n kaili went to mac for dinner. we ate chicken foldover. (w/o onion pls!) she ate so fast. she is hungry. n its my first time, ever since i noe her. she sae tht SHE IS NOT FULL. lol. she ate the foldover+salad. she wanna eat. bu didn't get. we tok n tok. and its like we ate so long. n oreo mcflurry at the end. went home at ard 8. i nid to do my art nw. or else yeow will be yelling like hell tml. =/ nightes ppl. mths camp over le!!

2006-09-05T13:48:00.000+08:00

woke up at 8, brought my bro to childcare. then shot to school. for ART! i was like late. then those blahblahblah came. wadever. mrs yeow made toasted sanwiches for us, so nice of her. (: i went off at 1, went to do mths. we shifted from HF to BM. we met liping and annabelle. we did maths the whole dae. till 9, i think. tml gg to mths camp, but must still report for ART. arghhhx, someone save me! i dun wann go for art. we plan to do some 'weird' stuff tml night. hahas, looking forwrd to it. :X i will definitely haf tons of stuff to tok abt aft my camp. cya soon. miss me!!~ :D

2006-09-04T14:13:00.000+08:00

10 i woke up getting ready to go to mdm ho there. i spent like half an hr or some deciding on the clothes tht i wann to wear. at the end setted wif a polo tee n fbt shorts. so lame. wadever. i took the initiative to get mdm ho the t'chers dae present. i went to bm interchange, to fairprice. no flowers. no chocolate bouquet. then i went to the flora florist up THERE. no open. i took 273 to telok blangah, also went to fairprice to look for flowers. but there isn't ani. worse CAME to WORSE, i went to the mrkt. is like commas,, i did found a 'shining florist' there. not much flowers, so i got some carnations. cum some more greeny grassy. it cost like 6, i think. and i brought chocolates for her, cos i noe she will like it!! (: total i think 10. aniwae is i share wif my sis. (mum?) hahas! i reached there like 12!! lol so late lorr. i did my mths at first. then we did long distance toking. which mdm ho doesn't allow. cos she thinks tht is too noisy. then we quietly changed place. mdm ho was like stunned when she saw us all sitting together. but she dun care lahhs XD we tok tok tok. craps to ncc story (ghostly things) bintan, mt ophir, obs, sparklc, red hse and tht umbrella man. till 3 we left, after mdm ho go thru tht o lvl emths p1n2. we went to eat at bmc, mac. again. chinwa, dylan, iwen n me. we got a xtra pack of lrg fries out of no where. hahas. i met weishan for eng tuition. i told mr mervyn the shocking news abt my eng mock. :P during brk time, we went downto brought mr mm. a tcher dae present. the shaking head dolly. u noe? i think u noe. n wrapped it wif preciouc thoughts wrapper. lol. we gave it to him after lesson is over. :D weishan came over to my hse for dinner. then we went to tiong mac to study mths till 10, i return home. tml there is art. hais!!~ tues-wed got mths camp. looking 4wrd to tht. n tht tvb trng in the morning :)

2006-09-03T17:09:00.000+08:00

slept till 11 today. i bet u haf never heard of this, miss foong slping till 11. usually only till 8/9am (late-est). this shows tht i'm really tired out the dae be4. i will always start ringing my frenes when i wake up. (morning call 4 them) but todae, once in tht red moon [blue]. kaili called me instead. the one tht usually slept like dead pigg / (monkey, for her only). RING ME INSTEAD, SHOCK. wadever. we met 1 at harbourfront. then we went to bm library to do mths (: cool right? we left at 3+, i think. we went to bugis to look for clothes tht kaili nided for the 'forbidden city' dis cuming thursdae. i brought a wallet only. she brought a cardigan n a skirt, i think. wad really stunning was tht we ate a burger king. n u noe what. she, whom ALWAYS eat slower than me by like 2times, finished off she whole meal faster than me. (for ur info, we r not completing) commas,, we went back to bm mac to mug hard on our STACK of FYS. went home at 2330, i think. (:

2006-09-02T14:55:00.000+08:00

01.09.2006[s'pores t'cher dae!!] woke up at like in the early morning. went down to open the letterbox. i saw the starhub bill. -.- outstanding bill. then i came home n call 1633. then they sae is like the 3G blahh.. then blahblahblah,, dun really noe wad they toking abt. anyway they just sae tht i haf a outstanding bill. which is like 132(2mths) and they sae they will help me to connect back the 3G stuff, asap which indirectly affected my local call sys. i can't use my phone like for 2daes, commas,, wadever. its working all alright nw. wth, just nw standing in front the S.A.M machine like fool lidat. cos i dun noe how to use. i insert my card wrongly for like 2times(opp side) and type my PIN wrongly.. i went to sentosa todae. its was rather a fun dae. got so much bread to eat. +kaya +nuts heh, i taught them how to eat marshmallow in a different way. tht's wad WB taught me at her hse. nice right ppl? we finally got the chance to play frisbee. so fun. volley is interesting too. we dugged deep deep deep holes to bury ppl inside. XD lol. we played bluff n taiti. i met tuition frene, dylan, there. and i think my pri school frene, leonard. but i dun think he can rmb me ): we pack and off we go at 7. i think. we went to eat at harbourfront. the kopitam. then down to mac. dots.. then its stories sharing time. all the stories came out (: till 10+ then we went home. i wann to do my mths after tis. mths is fun. compared to science.

2006-09-01T14:56:00.000+08:00

back from funeral. i haf lots of thoughts, after i came back. 'ren shen duan duan shu shi nian' i rmb who is she le. she live in kallang bahru. i went to visit her during chinese new yr. we sang her 90th birthdae song to her. [the traditional type] it goes: every yr also got this dae(which represent her being healthy!) then, nw she is gone. ): looking into the coffin she look so skinny. so different, different from the time i went to visit her. i trembled, really trembled when i look into the coffin. but i'm really glad tht she left. cos, i think she is suffering. she must be glad tht she left. hi i'm here to sae tht i'm happy to c tht u had left. [mourning~]

2006-09-01T10:09:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is s'pores t'cher dae!! i woke up abt 6.15 todae, i also dun noe y too. commas,, erm. weibei, kaili and i brought some things for our t'chers. .mrs oh rocks the maths world .father-of-maths .godmother of love .HOD of science isn't all this title cool? =X todae the t'chers dae celebration was rather interesting. especially the dancing part. [both] then to the captains' ball part. it was like so fun lahs. but the t'chers r rather violent too!! but afterall we lost different of 10 points. and is like we got the higher score. but we got disqualitifed due to improper attire, which is CRAP. its' t'chers dae, so, u noe. nvm. then floorball. i'm like a burden to my team lah. dots.. i dun noe how to play, standing there like a log!!~ then it was like so bored, so we left. who noes sekaran scold us for tht. [not into our face lah, de] indirectly saeing tht vb members(especially the falcons ones) can play for captains ball yet can't play for floorball. i would like to ask him, excuse me: where is the vb interhse? fine, i went to kaili hse after tht. i did my holiday assignment [2000 'o' lvl amths pp1] :) then i'm home nw. gg to a funeral ltr. not sure if tml's sentosa trip is still on. ): i wanna go!!~ i wan to play beachvb. wadever.

2006-08-31T10:25:00.000+08:00

YEH!!! after 1 and the half yrs i finally pass my a-mths test/exam!! although its like only 44/80 but i'm so so so contented already! muacks lots of love to MDM HO[thnks 4 ur jiao dao!] i 3rd in class lor. (must show off [:) yesyesyes. its like 11marks++ all becos of careless mistake. all becos of tht minus!! i got 74/99 for e-mthsP2. okok. is becos i didn't noe my mean work properly. sobx! total 10+ marks lor. nvm. but afterall i getting 82% for my emths. hengheng still win me. nvm, he is so hardwrking cum clever. unlike me :*( todae came home at like 6, it was pouring like hell. we ran. [kaili n i] in e rain. like playing in wild wild wet lidat. commas,,, -.- gg to do teachers dae cards :) saying thnks to all teachers tht haf contributed to the life of MINE!~ .mdm ho .mr goh .mdm koh .mdm kaur .ms ji .mr chu .mrs oh .ms lim .mrs yeow .ms prema .mrs chang .mrs elangovan .mr low .mr samy[kaili sae she will like to make 4 him, cos he veri ke lian.] TO ALL THE TEACHERS HAPPY TEACHERS DAE!!~ tml i mean thnk for all ur hrdwrk!~

2006-08-26T14:51:00.000+08:00

yo!!~ i got back mine e-mths P1 mock exam. i got 72/80, which is converted to 36/40.. commas,, getting so high i also scare. but i'm contented le, no careless mistakes! `yeh. i highest among e sec4s! veri first time [so must show off :D] aniway, korn scored the same as me. :P